Riding on her. Riding on this lady name Journey. What an amazing site is she. So much potential to be so much more, but I’m holding her back that much more. I’m knocking at Confidence door to see if she is there. She’s ignoring me because she still don’t believe me that I care. So, I’m leaning against her doorstep slightly bangin’ my head at the door sight seeing time waving at each other as she passes me by. Ignoring calls from Life because I’m not ready to face her. So much responsibilty, so much weight to bear on my shoulders. I’m not strong enough. I guess that’s why she still not answering the door because she knows just as much as I do. Maybe more, since her and Truth talk about me sometimes when I’m not there. They think I don’t know, but I do. Curiosity tell me everything. They think that journey should just drop me at Insecurity’s doorstep because without confidence I’m just waisting Journey’s time. I don’t know what to do, though. I’ve been Patience, Impatience, Hope, Loneliness, Love, and plenty other women to find myself to make the most out of Journey’s ride. I just can’t please Confidence for some reason. I don’t know to convince Confidence to be with me. Such a long struggle coming, but we’ll see what the turnout will be…
